Work

Work is such an awful name of dread. Maybe if work was called Play it would be more enjoyable, you know, change everyone's outlook or something. The only time I like "work" is when I'm listening to Jimmy Eat World.

Well, on that note, I am changing my work schedule. I have been working 5 8's, which was great when I lived in Provo. But now that I live in Kaysville and drive an hour to get to work, driving to Utah Valley every day sucks. So when my managers proposed the idea of me working 3 13's, I had to say yes. Granted, I'm really worried about getting off at 9ish and driving home. I'm not very good at sitting still and staying awake when I'm tired. Hence why I fall asleep in sacrament meeting, why I fell asleep in early morning seminary, and why I fall asleep in morning meetings.

But this change will hopefully be better for more than just not having to drive so much. Work has been driving me crazy lately. I feel like I am pulling a lot more weight around the office than other people. I run myself ragged trying to get everything done and it wears and stresses me out. To top it all off, what do my fellow employees think of me? That I work hard, but that I do more paperwork stuff and avoid answering the phones and rooming patients. When they told me this I wanted to scream! I am on the phone all day, or rooming patients, and barely have time to get my notes and packets for tomorrow's patients done. I miss lunches trying to get my packets done and all my questions answered. But because my desk is separated from all the other MAs, they seem to not notice everything I do. Apparently when I walk past them to get a patient's chart to room them, they don't notice. Granted, they are all talking together, so who can blame them right? On top of this, there is a ton of drama in the office and I'm sick of it all. I just want to work in peace and for everyone to pull their weight.

So, how does my change in schedule fix this? Well the office is split up, so one side has physical therapy, psychology, and 2 providers who see regular follow-ups, and the other side is the rest of the 6-8 providers. I am going to sit on the PT side with the 2 providers and just help them all day. I like these providers, we get along great, and I will be away from the drama of the other workers. So hopefully it works out great and I can stay awake during my drives. I start Monday and I can't wait, cause even though my desk space is a lot smaller, I think I will be much happier (or so I hope) and not hate my job so much.

So now I just have to get some books on tape and hope that those will help my drive.